Sunday, January 27, 2008

Scholarship

Got this in my email on Thursday:


Dear Jin Ming Tee,
CONGRATULATIONS!
You have been chosen by Dr. Joanna L. Groden and Randall T. Moon to receive a Keystone Symposia scholarship up to $1000 to help defray travel and lodging expenses associated with your attendance to the upcoming meeting on Wnt/beta-Catenin Signaling in Development and Disease, Feb 17 - Feb 22, 2008, in Keystone Resort in Keystone, Colorado. The award is made possible through the National Institutes of Health, National Institute of Child Health and Human Development Grant #1R13HD057682-01.
Attached are important reimbursement rules you must follow to receive funding.
I was thrilled to know that I got the scholarship. (Almost couldn't believe my eyes actually) Not because of the sum of money, but more because my work has been acknowledged as being of interest to others and of significant quality. Last year, when I was chosen to give a talk in the Zebrafish Conference in Amsterdam, people in the lab were "gossiping" that I did not deserve it, and I got it merely because ppl in our institute, including my supervisor, were the organizers. That wasn't true because my supervisor said that it was the people outside the institute that were adamant about me presenting, and ppl in our institute were the ones against it. It was quite disheartening, especially since the people who were against it were ppl that I respected. Regardless, I ignored the gossips and spent hours and hours, staying till the wee hours of the morning, to give a good presentation and to prove that I deserved it. It all went well, but there was still a whisper in my heart always that I did not deserve it.
This time, I got the scholarship out of my own ability (and of course my supervisor's help in guiding me). Nobody can say that strings were pulled. Even though it's a Wnt meeting, our director Hans Clevers is not the organizer and neither is he attending, and even his students in his lab did not get the scholarship. It felt good. Really good. Thank you God!! (and my dearie for your support and prayer always) =) I am blessed!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Tagged

Got tagged by my sis Sherry:



Questions:
1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
To be a wife and mother. It's still my dream, but I've added some other dreams along the way while growing up.



2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
So many happy things had happened in my whole life, but most of them were only for that moment in time, the exhilaration didn't last that long... but the one thing that I'm still happy about with renewing happiness is knowing Jesus.


3. What do you wish to have now?
My darling next to me!


4. How should the world be seen?
Through my eyes... muahahah!


5. What have you realized recently?
I'm blessed beyond what I can imagine


6. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?
Nope, 48 hours/day wud be better.... unless it means 3 months before I go home, becomes 6 months!! Then 24 hours is enough....

7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
Hug my pillow (if I had my big teddy bear that would be better) and cry (if I can), and if not go out for shopping therapy (gosh... it must be genetic....)

8. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?
Sometimes.... although rarely...

9. When you meet someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?
Erm... usually I hide it, but I professed my feelings last year, and boy am I thankful I mustered up the courage!

10. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
Hypocrites, arrogant bastards/bitches, complainers.

11. What is loneliness?
Not having someone to share your happiness with.

12. Are you satisfied with your life now?
Yup very much so, although having ppl I love next to me would be better, they are scattered everywhere...hmmm... humans, never satisfied.

13. When was the most recent time you felt touched?
Last week.

14. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?
Switzerland (generally), but I love the castles in the Loire Valley in France.

15. Do you feel that you're beautiful/handsome now?
Yes, but I feel I could look so much better with a better wardrobe and some make-up... reason to go shopping eh?

16. If you have one wish that'll come true, what is it?
To forever spend my life next to the one I love, the sooner the better.

17. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?
Yea, wondering how I can finish my work by April.

18. If the World is going to end, what will you do?
Make sure ppl I love will be with me after that.

19. Your thoughts of the moment?
Mmmmm..... is Sam awake yet? Mustn't let him know I'm still awake!

20. What is something fun you are going to do today?
Work....work and more work....

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Thinnest laptop?



















New MacBook Air... thickness 21mm!!! Technology is getting crazier and crazier.... you can even fit it in a manila envelope!

And this is possibly the first fully functional laptop, made in the year of my birth:
















How's that for advancement?

But nothing beats my Fujitsu Lifebook! Bought and given with love.... =)

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Crafts

Been pretty stressed out lately... everytime I close my eyes, I think about all the things I have to do. Cannot sleep well. Too many things, until a point where I don't even want to start doing them. Anyway, found a de-stresser:

http://www.readymech.com/

and

http://cp.c-ij.com/english/3D-papercraft/

Free stuff and good fun!

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

New jacket!

Winter sales is here, did some shopping and bought a new jacket for me and my someone far away. Good bargain, got my Esprit for 50% off! Love the Michelin tires look! Make me look a tad fatter! And North Face for someone who loves physical outdoor activities.