Why God why?

Sometimes I don't understand why God allows His good faithful children to suffer illnesses. No matter how hard I tried to think logically, I just don't understand, and I probably never will. My aunt has a growth in her stomach, that has to be removed. They don't know whether it's benign or malignant, and apparently, it's also quite hard to determine whether it has spread. A few years ago, she was diagnosed with chronic lymphoblastic leukaemia. I never heard about it for awhile, so I assumed that everything was alright, and that it just disappeared or the doctors were wrong. She's always very careful with what she eats... and maintains a good diet. I did some google-ing and apparently, stomach cancer is induced by eating too much salty food, and not enough fruits and vegetables. That actually sounds more like me than her! Now I look at my instant noodles, and I don't even know whether I want to eat them anymore. I love my aunt very very much. When I was in university (UPM), I had an "incident" with my housemate, which made me want to move out immediately. I just cried, and called my aunt and asked whether I could stay with her. And without even questioning me, she said yes. I stayed there for a year or so. She's been also the one who's been praying for my salvation all these while. I enjoyed all the chats we had when I was staying with her. She's an aunt, and she's also like a good friend. We had such good laughs together, teasing each other. And nobody actually told me that she is sick. I had to find out from my cousin's blog! Sighz. I hate it sometimes. I want to know what's going on with the people I love. I don't want to be just told happy stories. I want to share the difficult moments as well. Isn't that what family is about? I wish that I could be there for my aunt, and my cousins. It must hard for all of them. Despite how annoying and irresponsible and naughty and lazy and trouble-causing my cousins are, they love their mum, and it must be a difficult moment for them. I called my aunt's house a couple of times, but never ever able to reach them. Either nobody's in, or line gets cut off. That's the most difficult thing about being far away. I never get to be there for the people I love. Happy moments like my sis' wedding and my niece's birth I wasn't there to witness it.... sad moments like my grandparent's death and now my aunt's operation, also I'm no able to be there to give emotional support. All I can do is pray... pray... pray. Lord, I really put Ah-Yee into your mighty hands. Heal her Lord. Give her and my cousins strength Lord to go through this. And give the doctors wisdom and steady hands to perform the operation well. She is Yours Lord! Heal her, and remove every single thing that shouldn't be in her body. And Lord, let her have quick and complete recovery! I trust You Lord, and I put all my faith in You. And if you believe in God, pray with me too ok?